Daycare baby

This morning, I dropped Natalie off at her daycare.  It went smoothly, especially for me. I felt emotionally stable, & on the drive home I envisioned myself utilizing the alone time to get household chores done.  So, I did one thing , and have been sitting on my bed for the rest of the time.  I'm sad, disturbed, and just confused with having this time by myself at home. 

I can't wait to pick up my baby