Mother of the Year here,
This morning, Natalie crawled off our bed. I heard a thud, and I knew. I just knew. It wasn't even a second later, and I saw her laying there. She wasn't moving, she wasn't crying. I picked her up screaming. So loud, James rushed out of his morning shower. He came out horrified, that look in his eyes. He knew what happened as I was crying and holding her. At that point, she was crying. She and I sobbed together, and in that moment I knew my life would end if anything happened to her.
Well, I spent all day in misery. Just replaying the fall. Almost felt like snapshots, of stories other moms speak of. So unreal. Yet, it happened this morning
And it happened couple months ago, James found Natalie playing with the humidifier. Which is on the ground. From that incident, we took precautions. It's not enough
Time to be stern and use the crib
Unless,.. I set up our travel crib at the foot of our bed
And place Natalie there, and she's continue to sleeping peacefully. Her sweet rhymetic breathing, iiiiin out pause iiiiin out pause,..
I am so happy right now, in this moment
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