Friday, October 9, 2015

Nightmare come true

This last hour, Baby rolled off the bed. The events leading to it, I have complete amnesia.  I've never experienced that inability to recall something that just happened.

What I do remember is my nightmare. Me standing there, just an arms reach but not really.  Then simultaneously seeing baby laying at the edge, and  rolling over the edge.  With me screaming & reaching for her, but she's a tad further than the arms reach.  She falls, face down, and for a second is laying there as I am I shock.  There's also husband, who popped up yelling as I'm picking up the baby.  She starts to cry in my arms, as I cry

Over and over
But I can't remember how this can happen.  Why I'm there standing, why baby is there laying in the edge..
It's such a nightmare

Thursday, October 8, 2015

No poo poo- 1 week

Poor baby, Had gas pains all night
It's better during the day, but her toots smell like poop.
I wiped a poop smear off her crack in one of the morning diaper changing.   Hopefully she goes soon

Monday, October 5, 2015

No poo poo- day 4

Never skipped one 
& now on day four

Has the toots, stronger and louder
Has the morning squirm, hyper flexing so strongly she ends up coughing
Going to start prunes..
I feel so bad


Saturday, October 3, 2015

26 weeks

Rushed home, & honestly I'm quite sad that Natalie is still napping 
A bit of me is sad that she's perfectly fine without me, that she does so well with her daddy.

The last 3 days I went to work. Thursday and Friday, I came home in time for her final nap and we slept together. But today, she went straight into her third nap with her daddy



I can't wait for her to awaken
So I can smother her with smooches

Friday, October 2, 2015

No poo poo

First day, not pooping

First Time typing

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Per dad- 
she was watching me type and been wanting to touch it [the keyboard, with]
her hands