This last hour, Baby rolled off the bed. The events leading to it, I have complete amnesia. I've never experienced that inability to recall something that just happened.
What I do remember is my nightmare. Me standing there, just an arms reach but not really. Then simultaneously seeing baby laying at the edge, and rolling over the edge. With me screaming & reaching for her, but she's a tad further than the arms reach. She falls, face down, and for a second is laying there as I am I shock. There's also husband, who popped up yelling as I'm picking up the baby. She starts to cry in my arms, as I cry
Over and over
But I can't remember how this can happen. Why I'm there standing, why baby is there laying in the edge..
It's such a nightmare
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