Apparently, I've miscarried this past March. I was over 1 week late, when I started bleeding on & off for 9-10 days. I never speculated pregnancy & loss at that time. I was more concerned about my late period, and then relieved it came. Actually, I peed on a stick when my period didn't happen the following month, in April. Little did I know, my body was recovering from the loss.
I was 6 weeks, Which is where I am now. I had the same pregnancy symptoms as I have now. Everything seems the same, except now I have four positive home preg tests. Yes, I retook it once more when I realized I miscarried earlier this year.
Honestly, I didn't feel as protective of this pea as I do now, knowing how careless and unaware I was. I'm trying to stay positive for this current pregnancy, but can't help to wonder about the first. Sorry really, to not even know of it's existence until now. I feel a bit of shock, bit of fear, bit of horrible. I think I'm starting to grieve now.
I would have been due November 21, and currently been almost 27 weeks. Lettuce turning into a cauliflower. Goodbye my angel baby
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